Monday, 31 January 2011 ; 01:11 {♥}
; 01:04 {♥}
after years pass by, we've gone through filthy ups and downs. I know my girls are still there waiting for me, comforting me and pampering me :)
I was back for a month last month and it was a heavy burden for me to face. I made sins. I redeemed/repent. Yet girls you accepted me still for what I did.
And you, I hurt you. In the most simplest way I hurt you more than the others. you, who was once the love of my life. I'm deeply sorry. People change, yes... and I did. I' ve never thought of hurting you but you let me go sincerely tho unwilling. If I could rewind, I would but bestie I know you deserve someone better than me. :')
Goodbye my almost lover
Duan: Thanks for the wish :) Stay strong. DM me if you need someone to talk to. :) take care sna. Dont ever let your guards down. Take care.
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Friday, 28 January 2011 ; 04:14 {♥}
Hey.. It's duan. Since I don't have someone to talk with so I guess I just write my piece of feelings here. Hmm.. Everything's fine yet there're a few ups and down. People're fading away and some gets back together and colors life with some pretty stuffs. I don't really know what's happening to some of them but I learned more things from my mistakes. Now Im just trying not to get involved with everybody's life since many things I get involved with turns bad or upside down. Well, yeah maybe Im sort of that negative creativity but I don't find it cool or something to be proud of now. I made mistakes and a big one in the year 2010 but no matter how hard I pray or hope, the past won't change. Well, me too is a human being. So, if any of you read this and if I ever hurt your feelings on purpose or by accident with those filthy words or act I've ever made or said.. I'm sorry! From the very bottom of my balls and all. It's okay to look back to our mistakes sometimes so that we could find or learn something useful for us not to make the same mistake anymore. Well, Im 22 years old now and I guess it's kinda stupid that sometimes I thought that I've had enough in life. Actually, Im sure it happened to you too and all the people out there. We just can't take the facts that we made those mistakes. Blablablablablablabla..
Anyway happy belated birthday Aimi Syazwani Jeffrey! God bless and more luck in the future. Well, for now.. I love you people around me. I'm feeling so emo right now and will be ashamed when I read this back with any of you. So, to me in the future.. You're once a jerk but don't stop trying to be a good man. You can do anything if you manage to take a fall! Be brave and take the risk cause if you don't, it'll risk even more. Well then, that's all for now. Im superf*ckin off!
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