Monday 31 January 2011 ; 01:11 {♥}
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after years pass by, we've gone through filthy ups and downs. I know my girls are still there waiting for me, comforting me and pampering me :)
I was back for a month last month and it was a heavy burden for me to face. I made sins. I redeemed/repent. Yet girls you accepted me still for what I did.
And you, I hurt you. In the most simplest way I hurt you more than the others. you, who was once the love of my life. I'm deeply sorry. People change, yes... and I did. I' ve never thought of hurting you but you let me go sincerely tho unwilling. If I could rewind, I would but bestie I know you deserve someone better than me. :')
Goodbye my almost lover
Duan: Thanks for the wish :) Stay strong. DM me if you need someone to talk to. :) take care sna. Dont ever let your guards down. Take care.
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Friday 28 January 2011 ; 04:14 {♥}
Hey.. It's duan. Since I don't have someone to talk with so I guess I just write my piece of feelings here. Hmm.. Everything's fine yet there're a few ups and down. People're fading away and some gets back together and colors life with some pretty stuffs. I don't really know what's happening to some of them but I learned more things from my mistakes. Now Im just trying not to get involved with everybody's life since many things I get involved with turns bad or upside down. Well, yeah maybe Im sort of that negative creativity but I don't find it cool or something to be proud of now. I made mistakes and a big one in the year 2010 but no matter how hard I pray or hope, the past won't change. Well, me too is a human being. So, if any of you read this and if I ever hurt your feelings on purpose or by accident with those filthy words or act I've ever made or said.. I'm sorry! From the very bottom of my balls and all. It's okay to look back to our mistakes sometimes so that we could find or learn something useful for us not to make the same mistake anymore. Well, Im 22 years old now and I guess it's kinda stupid that sometimes I thought that I've had enough in life. Actually, Im sure it happened to you too and all the people out there. We just can't take the facts that we made those mistakes. Blablablablablablabla..
Anyway happy belated birthday Aimi Syazwani Jeffrey! God bless and more luck in the future. Well, for now.. I love you people around me. I'm feeling so emo right now and will be ashamed when I read this back with any of you. So, to me in the future.. You're once a jerk but don't stop trying to be a good man. You can do anything if you manage to take a fall! Be brave and take the risk cause if you don't, it'll risk even more. Well then, that's all for now. Im superf*ckin off!
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Monday 5 July 2010 ; 15:29 {♥}
Time, time, time, time.. Dont you have a break? Or dont you grant someone's wish for just once? Cause i have one here, for you to rewind a few years back.. You wont, would you? *SIGHS*
Its Duan here.. Yeah, again! Hehe.. I read back some of the old posts just now with Biha and Liyah. They're looking for Aimi's photo for their 'green thing' they wanted to give to Aimi. Haha.. Well, she's going oversea later at 12.30pm. I cant send her cause im working (sorry mi..) hehe.. Oh, she's going to Kay Ell to study at i-dont-know-college btw.. HAHA! Good luck there mi and God bless! :D (you better update this blog whenever you've time!)
Moving on, moving on.. Oh, CONGRATULATIONS to Mash-She-Tah for getting married yesterday(4/7/2010) Semoga berkekalan sepanjang hayat and happy with grandchildren and great great great great grandchildren.hehehe.. :D mana tahan! Hahaha..
And CONGRATULATIONS to Siti Nur Aziemah too for getting married last June 6th 2010! Moga berkekalan dan bahagia sepanjang hayat too! ;D and thanks for giving me chance jadi pengapit c Zul..thats the first and last time I hope..
Who next to get married? Me? Hell not yet! Hahaha..
Hmm..too much things happened and well, people change right?
Love you people.. And love you, you! :)
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; 01:29 {♥}
Time, time, time, time.. Dont you have a break? Or dont you grant someone's wish for just once? Cause i have one here, for you to rewind a few years back.. You wont, would you? *SIGHS*
Its Duan here.. Yeah, again! Hehe.. I read back some of the old post just now with Biha and Liyah. They're looking for Aimi's photo for their 'green thing' they wanted to give to Aimi. Haha.. Well, she's going oversea later at 12.30pm. I cant send her cause im working (sorry mi..) hehe.. Oh, she's going to Kay Ell to study at i-dont-know-college btw.. HAHA! Good luck there mi and God bless! :D (you better update this blog whenever you've time!)
Moving on, moving on.. Oh, CONGRATULATIONS to Mash-She-Tah for getting married yesterday(4/7/2010) Semoga berkekalan sepanjang hayat and happy with grandchildren and great great great great grandchildren.hehehe.. :D mana tahan! Hahaha..
And CONGRATULATIONS to Siti Nur Aziemah too for getting married last June 6th 2010!
-to be continue tomorrow-
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Friday 12 March 2010 ; 05:24 {♥}
my life would suck without you...!
greetings :) it seems that duan has not given any updates & I am right here doing nothing while waiting for my eyes to close. My recent visit to cardiff was pleasing hehe. The city is smaller than Bristol but the weather is more terrifying! Can you cope trembling every minute having to breath enough just so you live (HEHE) and wearing almost all your shirts so you'll feel comfy.. It was hard to walk! Alright I'm trying to make a comparison here.. why do people in UK walk most of the time rather than ride in cars? They prefer public transport than owning one... Do you see my point? We people in Brunei (i have to admit...) are lazy bums (well.. not exactly all) we would suffocate inside if we had to walk from Gadong to the bus stop.. I'm not being snobbish but it's the truth.. Sini ah orgnya siok sendiri! A disadvantage plg no communication between each other.. and my god they are rude drivers! Signal ani ah jgn harap kan nampak haha. They might as well crash into each other all the time! Anyways I have got to stop comparing... but it is irresistable you, yourself would question your mind every single mistake you can pin point.. I miss Brunei :S I am okay with being lazy.. I dont mind driving... but I didnt want to miss this once in a lifetime opportunity.. My aunt and uncle are so kind I will sure miss them once I leave.
Got to go have to do my laundry tomorrow then I am off to Loughborough and Leicester. I think it's time for me to head dreamland and meet my beloved :P haha cheezy! See ya blog. Update you on Monday.
Aimi Jeffry
PS; &... I am sorry if my post is bad!
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Thursday 4 March 2010 ; 17:03 {♥}
Hello friends & my dearest :)
I know I've been MIA lately, sorry for that matter. Due to Duan's constant post at this blog it made me feel guilty for not posting any. So I'm here now thinking what to type haha. I miss you too Anuar :D haha. Sorry! and Moon I'll update you with the request you made. All I do here now is either traveling or shopping, I am not saying that I'm bored but it'd be much fun if I have a company here. oh oh and my uchu just taught me how to use the bus yesterday it was a funny moment to me cause I tend to make silly mistakes (point taken, Nuar) I took out the wrong pence to pay at the busdriver I gave him the 1 pence coin instead of the 1 pound coin (grr how I wish I could turn back time) malu! and he gave me the sarcasm look. Anyways, only yesterday I get to shop till I drop (hehe kidding) and I watched the valentine's day here it was super good despite the adultery scenes hehe. I am trying my best not to eat so much here takut gain weight! but it is so hard to resist the food here due to the cold weather mesti tah byk makan.......... :S Tikah, Biha & Lyah must update this blog.. We started this :) I'll upload some pictures soon ok. Take a hint of how Bristol looks like and other neighbouring city I'm going to visit. I'm off to Cardiff this weekend so more pictures :D inda jadi Birmingham & Loughborough Nuar. Oh to anyone who is interested to buy anything from here just drop a comment at our chatbox and I'll get back to you soon.
Be seeing you soon :) xx take care everyone! I miss Brunei :)
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